You have put the physical before the spiritual and now find yourself spiritually dry. Come to the well of My Word and drink. Drink until you thirst no more and let refreshing come.
Only then will you feel the total fulfillment you seek.
John 4:14 KJV – But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.
Revelation 21:6 KJV – And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.